Have Time
I think todays
blog may be stupid and silly. Nonetheless, it is how I feel and all I’ve got
for now. So in order to have some blogging consistency and transparency I’m gonna
cut to the chase, keep it short, sweet, and directly to the point.
Last year was one
of the most consistently busy years of my career thus far. I had more acting
and performance opportunity in 2016 than ever before. I took on more teaching
artist work, and private coaching sessions. I managed to set up on new home on
my own, (the third home in five year) be my sons momma and party like a 20 year old (1990’s) rock star, which including an
active dating life. A very active dating life, tee hee hee.
Anyway, this
year started off with some awesome opportunities, visit www.ericabradshaw.com and see for
yourself.
However, now at
the end of June 2017, I’m not really that busy, not busy at all. I have time to
drive out of town and visit a friend. I have time to focus on the gym and
healthy lifestyle. I have time to shop and prep for my son entering 1st
grade in the fall. I have time to write and finish plays and dream. I have time
to decide and refine the look that I want to have in the fall when it will be
picture time again. I have time. I’m not running and hustling 22 jobs, which
feels great. I’m not hustling between acting and performance gigs. I have a
handful of private clients, many that are away for much of the summer so again,
I have time. I have time.
Having time
terrifies me. I am not independently wealthy, not yet anyway, so when I have
time it usually means my bank may be deficient but for now, I’m…ok.
I have time.
Time to enjoy my home, the shore, women, life.
All this fucking
time is making me nuts! I feel like as a black lesbian mother actor person I
should not ever be sitting down, not ever!
I should be fighting for the cause or at least acting like I’m fighting
for the cause. Neither of which I’m doing.
See, here’s the
thing. I’m fucking tired! I’m tired. I have run and run and run and will
continue to run again real soon I’m sure.
So my plan for
today is to do my best to be in the moment and enjoy the time I have. What the
fuck else can I do. Oh, besides cursing a lot. I have time now so I’m gonna
curse more.
Later…or maybe
sooner cause, I HAVE TIME!
Read, Like, Follow. Have a Great Day! E~
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