Tuesday, June 20, 2017

Time is Running Out?

Sometimes I wonder, “Did I miss the boat? Did my time to shine and become the greatness that I’d always known I was meant to become pass by?” I mean seriously, I’m a 42 year-old a Gen-Xer and I look at millennials, especially the black women millennials and I’m agog. I was raised thinking and believing that I was as free and entitled as could be, but these 36 year olds and under - fierce and fabulous millennial women - have taken that notion to the next level.

 



These black Millennial Women took the freedom and entitlement that I cloned from the white boys of the 80s and 90s and elevated it, upgraded it and have Glowed up! These mega women, as I am choosing to call them, are the embodiment of freedom and entitlement. They are absolutely unapologetic about everything, especially their blackness, their bodies, their feelings and their self-worth. They give no fucks about saying and seemingly deeply believing the phrase, “I don’t give a fuck.” These new warrior women are not scared to tell the white world about itself and still sit down, and have drinks or sex with white men or women, or men and women of any race. They are pro-black, pro-choice, pro-guns, pro-do you boo! These BMWs – Black Milennial Warriors, are not afraid to fuck and fall in love with any shade or gender of the rainbow coalition. They seem to follow their bliss, learn from the mistakes of their forefathers and charge forward knowing that they are the absolutely bomb-diggity!


Currently I’m dating one of these BMWs and I must admit…I feel antiquated at times. However, the education is everything. Being with a BMW is most definitely upping my game, I’m taking risks in a way I never dreamt to imagine. I’m finding a new depth of comfort with myself, my color, and my sexuality. I’m experiencing Erica more unapologetically than ever.


So obviously I won’t be the new kid on the block or a prodigy. I more than likely won’t be referred to as the new, young, fresh faced, whatever. However, maybe just maybe my time hasn’t passed. 
Maybe this is the most perfect time of all for me. We shall see!

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